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Terrarium

by Anjovi

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1.
Void surrounds creation At least it's what it feels to me my rock to sand, need reframing come to glass fill it with seeds see which one latches the faint heart before it stills it's beating but still i have to refrain for Rock beats glass, my container past like ghosts living in invisible shadows sifting of gravel drifting along like minerals have to skin crawling with mystical tattoos walking indivisible taboo try to discern this long night while staying inedible to the shadow in this terrarium in this terrarium, in this terrarium in this terrarium, hope to one day bear fruit for the day that the glass breaks so that you can feel me, i can feel you walk our way out this black maze
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baby got that iris, make me stop them tight lips drop a smile, wavy like i might dip lost stress, shit that last brick anchor to climb from them depths of madness finger tips that cast with that elegant charm nimbleness that matches a relishing song thoughts of harm, man i'm telling em none embellishing calm, as the seldom winds elong as trees fall, the sun finds the shrubs losses of vineyards to unwind the knots sign from above, chicks the traveling star release the beast from his shackles and bars get my insight when you're in sight get the inside when you're inside open doors to you girl, got that fire lit bring a prince out the shit of a mire's pits you never know what time has in store if you ever find what you're looking for you know i got them open doors come on... come in... Lost care for who'll you'll be tomorrow feel the breeze, waves, the cool beneath the coral aptitude for tools to seep the sorrow cast a look like jewelry of immortals for the north pole you got the hotsprings offerings of guardian angels that stop sin the conquering of one's limbs, damn right washing down the hill like summer strength playful fawns that romp the meadows type of shock make one write off death row free my mind unbottle a storm free the soil from the cobble and stone sickness gone get them kicks like the hits of the drum the focus of monks with blown kisses and fun open doors to you girl got that fire lit i digress, giggling within tired breaths you never know what time has in store if you ever find what you're looking for you know i got them open doors come on... come in...
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Once never knew that through the roots they communicate it's only once they wither i ruminate as i look towards the end, forgot where it began lost links that perhaps were never truly made bitterness can be medicine, only if you can swallow it never the less, i falter my steps try to learn stories but can't talk to the dead in purgatory til the hollowness sheds and i become one with lost friends, crushes, enemies touch of relief, mend the crushed limbs of this tree but here in lies the paradox and i'm free as much as i ain't locked in penitentiary and yet he be like the tree dodging the creeping vine misery loves company, but you ain't seeing mine misfit who couldn't switch the script for peace of mind still can't tell if i forget what i leave behind parchments of a recluse tree feeling the fade of the roots beneath As my leaves grey, the truth recedes trying to escape a non-lucid dream parchments of a recluse tree feeling the fade of the roots beneath feeling the fade of the roots feeling the fade of the... heard a beautiful voice in dream, i think it was yours but when i look to see, i diminish the chord Every insect i crush, I await what's for me Reaching for heaven, disconnected from the dirt Was it love or lust? a taste of reprieve? a case of when you try to recreate what you see? in the midst of scorn, tenderness withers it's form a tether of dreamed togetherness that never belonged evaluations of mirrors, discussions with echoes yet it's this song or the repercussions i let go the rotting meadow, harboring a bitter ghost plucking the "you never knows" in standstill, getting sucked in perpetual growth fears and jealousies, ornery of the sickly grove embellishing tales of untamed familiars artifacts of forgotten pasts fade, the relics rest under the recluse tree feeling the fade of the roots beneath As my leaves grey, the truth recedes trying to escape a non-lucid dream parchments of a recluse tree feeling the fade of the roots beneath feeling the fade of the roots feeling the fade of the...
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words for sermons vibrate through the dome birds pirching mighty placements of stone migrated to home, lustrous canvases steel from grey, fields of jade , fresh like anise breath high stakes and declorum, sky scraper aboads highest of hiearchy rightous paying their homage tickets to paradise, beyond afflicted parasites their pickets of dreams too simple to gleam the aether light make their life in the image of tapestries fine wines that vintage, bad bitches to reach In the land of plenty, cornucopias galore orpheus peforming euphorias of lore going for broke or for war, up the golden steps holding the oldest of cards, ain't folding for shit get the apostles, guns, golden fleece and brandish it as above so below, read the manuscript live like high life in sky palaces kinda shit you drive by, sky palaces shining light up the night, sky palaces swole chalice to drink, right, it's fabulous shit so fly, no need to pain atlas ...(like loot from the dead, so luminous) ride to the pearly gates with the baddest bitch ....(this what hubris is...) life like grape vines and ivory walls cool breeze under a sight behold, the flight of gulls the calling of seas, tree of pollen for bees every night to recall the height and it's fall deprived from my soul, lying in wait of it dining halls of sovereigns to dimes in a bowl trying to thrive in the dull, denying the fate of death escaping oblivion, to climb from the hole chasing amusements, feeling the pulling void hearing my muse sing, chills of a loving voice wish i could love her, but i just live to suffer sneer to crack the mirror, fostering thunder lost as the farfetched, the cackles of witches want heaven but not death, the apples i'm picking with the wishes of palaces, plunders of war abundance of crops, still feel my hearts hunger for more live like high life in sky palaces kinda shit you drive by, sky palaces shining light up the night, sky palaces swole chalice to drink, right, it's fabulous shit so fly, no need to pain atlas ...(like loot from the dead, so luminous) ride to the pearly gates with the baddest bitch ....(this what hubris is...) in the midst of a mist which smothers the light there's no heaven for the hell that's inside
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Come across my way, warm summer day off the runway, fly, like chick lost her step type for a run away, spell bind mind under a haze to run this game when she bite her lip, gets hard as my dick Ain't even figured her predisposition yet My integrity slipping, reposition my depth mind stupid like a reefer, hit, or a spliff licorice, get to hit that ass, fly like icarus stones throw away from being engulfed in lake too dense to swim, to sink and swallow my face smelling her flower, skin soft like linen is dolled in make up, all made up to ribbon it take it off, shaking off pented stress in breath sweat dripping, like children wetting the bed my essence is spent, the only hitch is the past commitments i've tarnished, shitting the bed baby forbidden fruit maybe you living the truth, but my bite's in place crazy to give in to making me miniscule, still doing it despite my face baby forbidden fruit under the sun that grows forsaken trees Crawlin king snake in the weeds fall from grace, my haven of peace Walking in the door, shadows that aren't from me follow me in, hallow things stalking my aura cock in my draws, got that shit that needs quarantine hollowing the stock that i'm holding, harming my queen that awaits at home for me for fuck sakes the home for me The one that i should only need Where the fabrics that i've unwoven be Feeling the walls collapse, pestilence incubating I went and fell for a trap, now spreading the ailment Tried to uncrack wall paper, but mildew remains and spreads, the filth and ill through the pane Till it emerges all at once, the frame marrow unseamed My loves heart break and harrowing screams infidelity in highest fidelity tarnished the one that i love with disease baby forbidden fruit maybe you living the truth, but my bite's in place crazy to give in to making me miniscule, still doing it despite my face baby forbidden fruit under the sun that grows the forsaken tree baby forbidden fruit fall from the grace, taint my haven of peace
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looking out the window ceil, a young beautiful girl living in a surreal, unusual world of diamonds and pearls, a palace of ice shining silver cutlery, every chalice is light bottomless valleys aside, the walls of the keep sights the starlit sea from the tallest of peak the most polished seat, the throne is kept served the fullest of feasts, no bones to pick lives as mrs. has it all, with the clearest of gleam From the deepest rabbit holes, her carrots retrieved most magical lulls, that bless es her dreams feels awakening's curse, her represses of screams as in dresses of queens, lodgings through long winters she was a soul tucked in the wrong slippers sheltered from rain, and blessings of light this young flower grew without connection to life Please me, she said Diamonds on her neck apparels of ice, shining bright memories of the blinding sight Tease me, she pled quivering down her neck felt her cold grimacing breath lived within an atmosphere to chisel illuminated by chandeliers of crystal within family heirlooms entranced empty ballroom she danced, perfumes she pranced each sleeping walk, became one night fewer Done with Royal Gowns, she wanted the right suitor more then the pendants she lied beside dreams of love, past remnants within eye's of ice only found in their embroidering, morbid of things no warm embrace, to hold within, her sorrowing winds blood beginning to thin in her porcelain skin couldn't afford the bringing of an orchard in spring now tortured her dreams, tried to make connection tried finding love within hate and resentment visions of lands afar, she'd now seldom dream live life grande and large from her balcony Please me, she said Diamonds on her neck apparels of ice, shining bright memories of the blinding sight Tease me, she pled quivering down her neck felt her cold grimacing breath
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in clear of the night Were life and dreams mingling where weary of flights seem to never end under the moon where i await the beast this sombre of mood and I just can't break free star ceiling in site, trying to brea th see the moon smiling at me oh grinning moon my sinning mood See their aiming at me, i'm running lighting pavement and streets their gunning tears in my eyes i'm falling I no longer move I don't know what to do star ceiling in site, trying to breath see the moon smiling at me oh grinning moon my sinning mood
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In a boat sailing upon the reddest dawns like a dead tenants flowers withered and gone beast in the moat, dwelling upon bitter bones shivers of swords, the quivers of bows reminiscing of a dream i had, the other day the day before that, willing pilgrim that's lost his way riches of misters with no cost to pay but their hearts at the stake, redefine property just seems i can't cea se my mind properly gleam that breathes life to the rock beneath breathing fierce, seeing fear, but not her relative warlocks and thieves, robots and sheep see my star in the evening air, but no sailor ship to reach her touch, just living for the hell of it keeping the cellar lit, not turning the page watching pale to death the bird in the cage spells of horrors, hell as we know it falling angels, devils rising in chorus tales of locusts, melancholy forests dark specters residing before us aftermath of honoring the dark dark ashes of wandering stars into waves of somber winds we depart as dark ashes of wandering stars a lost soul dreading upon soft soils finds no love loyal, by higher ups foiled when the rain doesn't fall, who could you call equal? as you find under the dirt, the root of all evil but he sits in whatever shade given to him stays in place through the days dimming to end the withering stem in his thoughtful hours the colossal tower over the slothful flower and so it is, the story of odious needs the resting our ease to the copious weeds a greed that the flourish of water won't feed the flower taught the atoned breeze of autumn eve and lost in sea of still level they reflect till the shrivel of every chilled pedal is at rest so i can live on my feet or cower the tall staring upon poets and florets the flowers of fall spells of horrors, hell as we know it falling angels, devils rising in chorus tales of locusts, melancholy forests dark specters residing before us aftermath of honoring the dark dark ashes of wandering stars into waves of somber winds we depart as dark ashes of wandering stars
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you got pussy? i got d fuck it need? fuck it i've lost peace just need some appetizing for that large feast make a beast naked and ease off his sharp teeth night with the sword sheathed, a roses barbs sleeved saucy potpourri for the dark eve suck seed like brought to knees, hot sheets rock like rushed seas, feel the tug of ugly thoughts cease or how far i'm dug deep, un plucked weeds in shadow unlit tableau of what creeps got baby tugging me, good enough for me fuck the skull duggery, weak souls lost the beat got that heat that stars bleed, baby got me in a bind within a bind, but just to breathe is enough for me, chicky that got gifts to give get me spiffy in a jiffy, lifted baby got that, touch of goddesses to steal, kill, or maim for touch her gift escape my Tartarus get lifted get lifted, lifted, lift me up you got that shit i want baby got that love i can't front just come on and lift me up, lift me up lift me up My knees weak, like the blankets warmth seep when babies on my horny, i come free break what's sacred and unleash ponds of thoughts that shape shifts to one stream then the second ends, strength lessens then the trifle of the cycle mends again it fades to grey limbs like wet clay trying to jitter away deaths decay beast that eternally eats it's own flesh to the bitter grave that's left to wait peace that purches the tree that won't give what shifts the maze, lifts the craze feel the price of the lepers craze and hardship try to sever the shade but then it's darkness endless grains to smother me i guess i can't fuck the pain away well fuck me baby got that, touch of goddesses to steal, kill, or maim for touch her gift escape my tartarus get lifted get lifted, lifted, lift me up you got that shit i want baby got that love i don't got just come on and lift me up, lift me up lift me up
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spires above hallow caverns servers humming dusk till dawn coals alight as square lanterns awaiting darkness we've forgone diggers through earth like bullets through flesh harvest of stone, bones of the cold pits bipedal insects, some pulpits, some souls of the perished (dead) precious metals for trade, comb the depths manufacturing tools of the abstract plastic pages mosaics paint as you tap it souls travel the planes through material gadgets ghosts encapsulated in digital cantrips copper networks, throne of the spirit etched in gold silver nerves unseverable tip of the fingers, pleasurable motivational hijack, never let go extension turned inwards, replace the innards cables instead of nerves, face immersed in a sea of constructs, paraphernalia on grid, circuited mammalians in various aliases spires above hallow caverns servers humming dusk till dawn coals alight as square lanterns awaiting darkness we've forgone turning bedrock like elderly bones ants of an empty hive shake the foundation till it entombs suck the buildings from sky system breaking at the seams, look at what it's become roots wavering through the nooks of the chrome synthetic substitution from the fruit to the loom earth a pyre for computer cacoons until viruses churn the life support dim irises burn to simmering cords torsioned thin Slowly disconnecting from what hardly existed anomalies, glitches, fade of my godly omniscience bacteria eating my sleek repurposed chassis devils toy that deceived the net casters weave getting dragged under the dirt in high definition tried to find recognition, now a sign of penance lost with a civilization that's now weeds satiation of growls beneath back to subterranean from the foundry wraiths of patrons, slaves, the crown; fragments bound to the deep spires above hallow caverns servers humming dusk till dawn coals alight as square lanterns awaiting darkness we've forgone
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Till our souls meet unbottled from song we keep pace the coal needs chugging along cold streets feel exasperation fogging the lens staring dull stuck in pretend dreams of someone that's wrong tangled in the catcher that weaves in corner steeped incorporeal stew, bones seeping morrow When a fire is too bright for loose pupils clasp of hands grasp the mantle till it's still bad apples that fall impregnate the soil perpetuating the hate nestled in spoils stand as the old who wrestled the past, too callused new seeds acclimatized the fast food pallete poet of jibbered pages, scripture of an ablaze hedge storyteller telling excerpts of mazes sages and wizards severed from their apex saints never to break bread, just exit stage left the crop grows, harvests of tribe Concrete jungle from pebbles and loam after war cries tremble the stone sprouts arise we resettle our home peddlers, thugs, fiends crooks in the slum makes one false look and he's gone despicable odds, within vertical backdrop invisible bars from the pedestal to the bedrock lyrical wax off, of imperial rapture beefing over spilled milk, blood, burials stead of love cast stones, lost siblings your deprived from seek atonement as the tenants of the tyrant obscuring sufferers to lessen the shame lash their faces till the expression fades snake oil from the cobra king, soak the limbs saturate the garden flowers poisoned within hold the chalice of wealth of kings, palace of hell dull the malice of self with drink, the cellars swell the waves hit the wall till it corrodes fades to silence, the violence stills to a slow the crop grows, harvests of tribe Concrete jungle from pebbles and loam after war cries tremble the stone sprouts arise we resettle our home after war cries (and tears that follow) warriors mobilizing blood seep from our bones to the loam sprouts arise, we resettle our home
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Made it to another moarning Fire inside simmering under the coating of a tangible shadow have the others awoken? some's lives snuffed to coals like ash of tobacco poison in my flesh, hope it don't overtake me appointments with death, booked on the daily my last wind continues to blow on my embers so it's whatever, and to you it might look like i'm crazy it might look like i got nothing to lose tied up in the noose in a matter of time a cup of pills emptied, a log left to rot in the woods unstuck from the glue that patches the mind unclutter the room that i was occupying when the suffering's too true and i wasn't lying staring in from without terrarium in my palms, life's fragility staring me down But perhaps it grow from the shards in due time Maybe debts owed for meadows to grow from confused minds Trying to learn to love, who taught me to hate Trying not to impart the same hardened mistakes Not locked in a Coffin tucked in a grave want to be harbored away Every flickering spark a traveler to the stars that we gaze, To the stars that we gaze Light a better way for those that follow their way Trying to find hope, or at least a better way kindling stricken ablaze to a bon fire to a bon fire hard to articulate it, god stricken with hatred barred the path i'd walk to the sacred suffocated, loss of ways to talk and pay debts lost language i talked, bread too rotten to break with staring in from without terrarium in my palms, in solitude preparing a sprout Imaginings of my whereabouts were I’m proud Removed snares from myself that tear myself down And hurt those that suffer as well more or less Set ‘em short another tomorrow with, hurt that I shed Trying to foster care when adopted by fear lost heir of a snuffed flare sinched heart and clenched tears Innocence scarred To the bone, infected Demons at bay, my ward which i have to roam as the retched Familiar places overgrown with thorns Feel my being in heart of the storm, treacherous But perhaps it all grow from the shards in due time Bruised fruit but food for the roots that climb Although i might fall on this path, i might be alone Perhaps another will rise from my bones Trying to find hope, or at least a better way kindling stricken ablaze to a bon fire to a bon fire
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You compliment me, same wave flow on it gently with all the honest in me, i feel the calm carress me comet of the century, that once of my life the longevity, that comes at the price of losing my bitter me, a wand of wizardry when i feel a lesser me, your the one to correct me a summer set free from cold of winter you brush away what makes the boldest wither in a figure a speech your figure for speechless if we'd never meet, how would i ever believe this inspiration for maidens, underachievers you'd be a key to set her afree with make them see there not conceited, there precious don't have to be self none believers or bitches there a princess that holds there own grace caged bird that flew away to a newer day Lady your sunrays north star in the lost woods, loss of hope take me to that one place remind me of the good in me, what i shouldn't be Lady your sunrays warm flood of sea that covers me help me make way when i've gone astray make me see the wondrous day from a bouquet a perfect flower baby's pollen, the strayed bee's calling sooth away my mood my muse of the hour make me fall in place, breathe it all in rest at ease under this blanket of jewels this eve, the biggest feast, banquet for soul anguish at hold, as i relinquish my hold to you you release yourself, and we unfold the ruse through every blue, green, or gold of hue shine of most divine jewelry, scroll of truth fountain of knowledge found in my seas of mercy bounding the tallest mountains that reach the earth's peak speaks in verse to me, worn like gentle clothing your making every single moment worth to breath search the deeps, find how simple it's woven find the incidental open and disperse the seeds Baby your sunrays north star in the lost woods, loss of hope take me to that one place remind me of the good in me, what i shouldn't be baby your sunrays warm flood of sea that covers me help me make way when i've gone astray make me see every wondrous day
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You are the beautifulest thing i've seen glow brighter than any jewel of a king or queen in a sea that spans the farthest of stars glistening you outstand any goddess above when i'm feeling foul or sick, you're my remedy wouldn't throw the towel and quit, for an infinity you bring a glee many fathers adore think and dream and send in breeze a magic carpet afar with the birth of you became rebirth of me you make it worth it to swim the seven seas live with a mischief shrew, bask in a witches stew any word or curse referred if it meant a pleasant dream way you live and breathe makes me see a higher truth light of my life once hiding inside a ruse the glow of a bright star seen from your eyes feed life afar from your beacon inside you are blossom's blossom on a couples higher plain your born keep my heart from stopping would see any rain or storm with your gleam of eye you could set alight any fire place just want to see you're right as you fly away to see your smile of live, i'd face a trial of gods you'd catch the wildest dog, by the pride of his tale though i'd get riled up by the vilest thought through the groggiest fogs or ice i'd sail you are my little muse no need to belittle you you're not fickle but true, not riddles but clues peddles that bloom upon my higher plain feel the trickles of due from the prior rain even though i'm a part of you, you're not set to me you'll stand your tests, help manifest a seed you disagree, i let it be, won't stunt your truth won't rip your leaves trying to set you free from your roots though you might not understand all that i say if i was summer wind, through fall i'd remain could tell you all the fairy tales to before you sleep but it's your magic that avails me through, i know the leap you are blossom's blossom on a couples higher plain your born keep my heart from stopping would see any rain or storm with your gleam of eye you could set alight any fire place just want to see you're right as you fly away

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Special shout outs to: Gminor Music, Dj Dureagon, Max Headroom for the instrumental work. Wouldn't be possible without you guys!

Dj Omega Phantom: Did alot of consulting with him in regards to feedback to the tracks, as well as help in mixing and polishing this thing and just pushing me to get this thing as good as I could.

Hope ya'll enjoy this. Took a few artistic risks, but needed to exhale some of that negative shit.

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released June 6, 2022

Lyrics, Rapping:
-Anjovi

Instrumentals:
-Gminor
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-Dj Dureagon
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-Max Headroom
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-Anjovi

Final Mixing/Mastering:
-Anjovi

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