1. |
Dream Eater (Gminor)
01:36
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Shadows that slip from the walls to my bones
misinterpreted words on the scrawls of a tome
seeking the plot before I'm buried in it
skull an altar or squaler of home,
mulch on the loam grow from seedy to shady
greedy for the make believably maybes
till the strings tangled on the marrionette
living as my effigy, leave me or take me
gone like
I'm staring on out to the long night
as a vector that's carrying
what's buried within to the dawn's light
cast shade till my past fades
might imprisoned by a wrong slight
cascades from my last days
echo and shiver like drawn knives
fangs that thoughtfully bite through the thoughts of the mind
to the light and to others i'm blind
faces traced, apparitions aligned
fading away, aspirations maligned
till life imitates dreams
till dreams imitate life
and I'm trapped by the weaver of schemes
and we are both one, the eater of dreams
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2. |
Rain Fall ft. Ili
02:53
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Sculpted by scorn and rainy days
halted before i could change my ways
living in the breeze of calm whistling spring
but i'm singing like the song bird missing his wings
your the uplifting of the suns birth take the pain away
your sniffling sombre could pave my way
uncrippling love, enchantress unampitate my values
perhaps you've the magic to animate a statue
As the rain falls
Upon my stone
With my Angel
I could call this a home
live as an old hag, a child in my dreams
chills of violent screams in violin strings
in silent dimniss lay my trials in remnants
if i could just remember your smiling gleam
like the spider in the kitchen sink drizzlin
sickle in hands hacking weeds forever end
I'll meet you on whichever end your on dear
from my eye's corner i'm near ya, a tear drop
or find a blimp to commandeer, a mind of a connossier
if it could just cut the time till i see ya
when you flyaway, it's summer leaves
blowing in the wind, but i'd be wrong to keep ya
feeling my thoughts wither like a dusty record
feeling like your lost forever
as the clouds rots and withers the logs and timber
all i have is what i remember
As the rain falls
Upon my stone
With my Angel
I could call this a home
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3. |
Bottled Letters
03:04
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malaise like I'm too lazy to say the name of the place
what can I say? pacing my days in place
pushing daisies, magnolias, daffodils
another 2-6, could've ate what passed as a meal
didn't do the math and failed, my last hammered nail
other fools, weighing their soul as mass on the scale
caskets filled like their a ss is the grail
so full they could fold, but can't look passed the veil
but who am I? lying ragged as bales
breaking eggs, scrape together cash to crack an ale
liver black, skin pale, dead sheep in the pasture or field
trying to dull the feels of killing floor cattle squeals
what can i say? hard to be a gentleman
to fiddle strings, candle trembling to nimble winds
settling in to unsettling things, fill the glass
skipping pebbles in my gentle spring till it stills to black
i write these bottled letters
from the eye of this sea
read my novel jestures
that lies upon that beach
for life's long journey
i uncork the top and sail away
till those gold shore hail me
i'll tell you my tales today
weather the storm with liquor and song
whether it form's my liver to stone
crack chips in my home of panes and strange ways
blood sickly but warm, they complain my days
away, pit of paranhas to pesture my karma
awaiting the young night, lacking a sun's need
though ticks the bitter clock on my precious nervana
itches of a damned river, dreamt yonders to sea
I want peace, don't need flowers on my grave
ain't a hollering mountain jack, so what you want from me?
you can go and take that smoke stack lightning away
pimping the blues, since the strange fruit under the tree
weeping willow to fade as elders estranged
trading my marrow away to sedate querrils today
suppose we all angels, some herald the way
some only got their perilous days, bitter syrups to taste
i write these bottled letters
from the eye of this sea
read my novel jestures
that lies upon that beach
for life's long journey
i uncork the top and sail away
till those gold shore hail me
i'll tell you my tales today
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4. |
Dying (Gminor)
02:58
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I remember when we first met
trying to get my words fixed turning into a nerve wreck
couldn't think of the perfect words yet
but before I knew it we were through with our first kiss
moved in together, shared the same bed
the same dreams, pleasure and pain that it came with
changes from spring to winter
blossoming trees to autumning leaves we'd remember
And nothing ceased to wither in my eyes
soon saw flaws, flickering lights
bickering and fights words like fists
never think she could hurt like this
loved her so much, but never knew it'd never last us
tried to suck it up and picked the last straw
slammed the door, dissapeared in the rain *sound effect&
i'd never hear from her again just a sneer of pain
And I'm dying
to know where you are
lest I breathe
And I'm dying
to clear the fog
that you left to me
Shared my last laugh with her
Still wasn't clear but i didn't even dare to go after her
many nights that i had with her
that with the few gone it felt too long to pass with her
in my mind trying to work out who I was
Even more trying to work out who I lost
So much I feel the same that i feel ashamed
and trying to heal the pain is to still the rain
did someone steal the flame, make a greener grass?
did she change lanes to gain way to a senic path?
To live in a hell with frosted windows
dead as I felt, I thought of my widow
Just wish I could tell her how I really felt
Really wished she could tell me as well
till i picked up my phone, she never spoke to me
but from her mother's voice, I heard the text she wrote for me
dropped the phone
as i heard her words of love
just didn't make it home
And I'm dying
to know where you are
lest I breathe
And I'm dying
to clear the fog
that you left to me
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5. |
Vikki (Gminor)
03:27
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Viki, she drawed looks
shoot to kill, jaws dropped, like jewels a looter would steal
soon as her bra hooked
caught looks by anything from pups to crooks, slithering eels
peering eye's of marble; windows into
pits of bitter ghosts under thinly rugged floors
could be star struck, but leave those same stars shook
walk through everything from red carpets to dark nooks
dipped in mansion jaccuzi's, fountains of youth
softest sands touch her feet, mountain views for her eyes
but the profound truth is the blinds always close
every night alone, feeling the fright to her bones
the lushest backdrop is but the thinnest veneer
and baby drop the thickest of tears
given as a maiden, ripped apart for sacrifice
living as the wraith in a facade afterlife
heart break like dawn, and every night is long
trying to find the hidden door
or what we're singing for
in a cage where
the wicked purch
looking for
the place to forget the hurt (ageless curse)
dream catcher, dream catcher,
hanging from rafter like a child in noose during rapture
wrath and thrases of a body snatcher
incubus in the flesh of a man that trapped her
to this day, gasping awake, still can't soothe her soul
still feels his cum like roots of mould, consuming her whole
vice abusing as loop holes to excuse from the cold
her truth be told too obtuse to behold
Straight from the whore's mouth, nobody to hear her (though)
phasing in and out at a party in front of the mirror (ho)
her reflection on the marble floor
wakes up ungarbed, heart more dark than before
dream catcher, dream catcher,
weaver of good intent absent, bones sink in the mattress
in dark a writhing heap maybe baby can find peace
if she's lost enough to not climb from sleep
a feast for eyes, demons in the seat of their minds
can see them seap, feel their teeth in her hide
waiting for the ghosts on the wall to ferry her away
feels it deep inside, not even in sleep she can hide
than light creeps through the blinds
waiting for the ghosts on the wall to ferry her away
heart break like dawn, and every night is long
trying to find the hidden door
or what we're singing for
in a cage
where the wicked purch
waiting for
the place to forget the hurt
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6. |
Crystal Clouds (Gminor)
03:05
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Shoo my blue skies away
got my heart in a throbbing pain
as i lie awake
feel my cloud nines dropping rain
My storm i dream through my days
Still alone I see you ashamed
had my love to fall it's not your fault
i just want my peace again
stricken a love at glance
can't help but shiver for a touch i'll never know
should've saught your hand
hands full of cards i lost the chance
soaking soil to mud
thought i forgot you see, but you caught up to me
tried to flee but you foiled the plot
how your cold rain boils my blood
how i doddle in mud
oh crystal cloud
how you sparkle above
oh crystal cloud
no reason to stay
but the feeling still teases away
want to get you from me
treading each step heaving the weight
want to see the sunset to one day
keep my life force from feeding the grey
ugly thoughts from a sparkling dove
try to stay ahead just keep them away
my mishap which happened
slipped within a step, should've been my death
couldn't distract my distraction
it was bound to be, didn't look down to me
can only rest the days
the lack of choice i never made
had my love to fall it's not your fault
but i still can't lift the shade
how i doddle in mud
oh crystal cloud
how you sparkle above
oh crystal cloud
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7. |
Strawberry Tree
03:32
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oh girl, fill me with joy
that taste so sweet
at least until we deploy
toy with some make belief
remind me of a strawberry tree
that don't exist
and i'm not very pleased
you heart of stone bitch
oh ms. incredible, no higher of emperess
to lift your pedistal would aquire it endless
but the tighter the friendships, the more trife the finish
in this story the temptress who lured me in with
the beat of your eye lash, venus fly trap
sight of that ass, try to relax, slide and relapse
side tracked, by the depth of the fall
my gleam of light for her to snuff, her lips for submittal
not seeing the tight wrap by the tips of her finger
couldn't deny that i wouldn't have missed a limb for
this mistress i'd name ms. stress
feeling under tones of the summer warmth you left
once called me baby, never rocked me to sleeping
called you honey, never caught me a bee sting
such a sweet thing, my queen for the reign
worked like a dream and a dream you became
oh girl, fill me with joy
that taste so sweet
at least until we deploy
toy with some make belief
remind me of a strawberry tree
that don't exist
and i'm not very pleased
you heart of stone bitch
for the time and place it's never right
when i try to get a taste it's never ripe
weren't the type for getaways now it's every night
make me the edgy type with your every lie
thought we'd forever reside, but you can never tell
2 sides of a coin, couldn't make heads or tails
enough is enough, tried to let you under my shell
knock my soft side lop-side, the lovers spell
nothing to describe this spell with besides a curse
probably treading off to hell with my hide dispersed
now i feel my enemy's edge the instant they linger
still all i want to do is put the ring on her....neck
my respect in your dirt, now sterile of dreams
if walls talked, they'd better be careful with me
lost my prosperity with the queen i crowned my love
want my strawberry tree, but can't beat around the bush
oh girl, fill me with joy
that taste so sweet
at least until we deploy
toy with some make belief
remind me of a strawberry tree
that don't exist
and i'm not very pleased
you heart of stone bitch
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8. |
Snake Charmer
03:02
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just a snake that can't shake his skin
no more applause, just booze to ooze through my dreams
could fire breathe if the fuse lit
but i'm just broke down engine, swigging fire water
parched like licking the dribbling inside the faucet
god speed looking like a rite of blockage
Thought i had a good run, but no, i know
thief that widowed and orphaned, because woe is my foe
bobby pin stuck inside the lock in the door
need another drink like a shot in the throat
some good ol' beautiful ruse of clocked in whores
daddy problems like they're forgotten to work
life like mud in a pit comprised of vipers
souls wandering for a pied piper
baby moving it, my hour glass like a salt shaker
thighs so righteous, all at mass for the heart breakers
Just let her play her classic number
and it's all a gone away
plays her tunes of magic and wonder
and she charms the snake
Thrill of the hunt, preparing the sermon
were my dharma lays
hell of a song, girl's wearing the turban
and she charms the snake
Got me fuzzy like a clock radio speaker
If satan, she'd have made him a crazier creature
Got some dough, go roll in her buns
my meat to make her ends meet, coals going strong
properly sparked, proper? probably not
though getting love, after all, it's what we can touch
baby something sweet to pluck for the tongue
rocks off, boulder from my shoulder, toss it gone
nodded off after pillow talk, and yada-ya
woke up muzzle of a glock cocked at my crotch
guess i popped her pops, she wanted the hurt on me
working me, feeling smooth, bourbon as cream
sorrow of ouroboros, a dirk in the sheets
bird of my dreams, flirt with the scheme to eat the serpentine
a murder scene, snake back in the basket
face my music, pay back is a bad bitch
Just let her play her classic number
and it's all a gone away
plays her tunes of magic and wonder
and she charms the snake
old self gone, preparing the sermon
were my dharma lays
hell of a song, girl's wearing the turban
and she charms the snake
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9. |
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As i look above
feeling nothing below
look like an open door
letting sun in and glow
gone and broke the law
try the open road
go until the fuel is low
for your love I truly hope
I go and ride
into the shining sun
if not, I'm going for life
don't want you to find him gone
bird gotta learn love for skies
lest I get locked for life
and all I can think of is you
Just wish we could take a while and breathe
But I'm too busy to break my smile and speak
Little missy, you make it worthwhile to me
Your too pretty to wait, it's too wild to be
for a petty mistake, I misplaced my cherished
now for you, I'd wish away, give away my spirit
whether river or lake, I felt water so calm
if you withered away, I'd feel the love of your arms
if I wore the luck of your charm, I'd cease denying
sleep with lions, beat the tyrant
but for now I keep an eye on the skies above us
days warmest suns, nights brightest starlets
life's a movie, and I'm running to finish the reel
taste of your loving or the end of their steel
for now it's swigs of whisky, pints of brew
could drown what's left of me or think of you
under drowning rain
or scorching sun
I lay sound awake
from you, i'm forced to run
if I were blind
the way to you I'd find
but if confined
you'd only have my mind
I go and ride
into the shining sun
if not, I'm going for life
don't want you to find him gone
bird gotta learn love for skies
lest I get locked for life
and all I can think of is you
Just want to feel your gentle arms again
My steel and flint to rekindle our strong of flame
even though I've gone away you'll still remain
in your nest, my mind, as I feel the same
could heal the taint of the most staggering curses
if my dreams in vain, my awakening's worthless
grinning at the fool's gold, the light of my tunnel
everything I'd share with you if shy of gun holes
I think of you...
I think of you...
I think of you...
I think of you...
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10. |
Aqueducts (Gminor)
03:12
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it's the conveyor of ones profit
assembly line product, compartmentalized logic
specialized thoughts and prayers you've opted
your alkaline start it's your self-defined loss of
strangeness, re-arranged with the program
A drone that enthroned a barcode scan
Your status, your I.D, your perspective of life
Who you do and don’t see, the leverage of your rights
whether if it's in the garbage and filth you slumber
beasts under the grating, the cogs shifting hungered
day and night, the clock ticks to smother
fraying minds of the blocks, bricks, and mortar
vain as the divine, the blood flows, the mind molds
kids to kill siblings, with blindfolds
or ignore their presence, by kids made for kids
a labor that strips them bare from of a savior
aqueducts and sewers of lethal design
suckling dribbles from roots of the evilest minds
under edifices of high achievers, white cathedrals
swaths of blood to drown the scythe of the reaper
mires of leeches from which we sanctify leaders
avid lies of sacrifice, they pry their reach more
a wishing well for privileged minds to gaze on
no change, just nickel/dime donations
genesis to organisms to robotics
who get shot, leak blood, on go the process
one who's carved with, there mirror their thought,
none to stop it, mind so narrow it's sharp
can only stand by for war, until the arrows are shot
the terror to stop, only when the error is dropped
You point out the scum; they point right back at you
joins our sights as absolutes, just have to shoot
living contradictions, the good mornings
wake up to cloak and daggers, the hood stories
in man-made heaven and purgatory
emancipation to eat if you murder for beef
crooks gorging on dreams of pleasure island
when asylum is wretched and violent
in the mists, the sirens scream, tyrants and kings
kids supplying the means to end rivaling schemes
In a place where trying to live is an endless of hustle
were the lying stay the king of the jungle
brothers, sisters dying for color, dying for colors
denying each other for fear of life in the gutter
eye's in the thunder of the storm, delirious
wondering what ghost wanders the jade stone pyramid
thrones for conspiracy, to idol's to death's wish
survival of the fittest, only rivals the witness
then the cost of the gun, put's to cease your hours
if they don't touch your loved ones, you sleep with flowers
the unrest of one debt's cost can bleed you out for
every penny of blood lost in schemes of power
rotten cream sour, moldy bread stale, doubts loose
soaked in rain trying to get the hell out the due
asked for heads, they sniffed your tail now your noosed
and with your bail out refused it's jail house blues
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11. |
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lift a levy with a finger, forget the change
won't be the only thing, that'll hit the bank
shining, awe, Rolex blinging
only lip chicks give is swole, lord willing
wants gold, she’d push daisies and daffodils
Pluck every peddle within the meadow
Though only wants me till we get passed the till
when you want toll free baby call me
and I know it'll never stop
got carrots on that scepter, switch the broad
thrones fit for gods for my ass to seat
if this shit could talk, It’d be majesty
it's the stroll of Mr.maple street
with my cash flow I make all i need
In gold, I could pave all the streets
some tell me I'm a fable of greed
it's the stroll of Mr.maple street
Financially abled see?
not holding my life with staples see?
happiness of Mr.maple street
The bliss that I exchange
To which I am a slave
Roots which I've replaced
Stump as my ball and chain
and it's all for me
from the thickets of trees, the prettiest leaves
Don't let me fall astray
If money could walk, it'd wither decrees (plow)
To a slave master, there's only one culprit
preaching green power from within my wallet
and I'll bet that this'll never end
sowing and reaping each dead president
it's the stroll of Mr.maple street
with my cash flow I make all i need
In gold, I could pave all the streets
some tell me I'm a fable of greed
it's the stroll of Mr.maple street
Financially abled see?
not holding my life with staples see?
happiness of Mr.maple street
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12. |
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Lost detective led from my clues
ventriloquist's fingertips too stiffened to move
light switches to red, I slip in the blues
light the green, sip on some brew
like the dead risen with truth to fall again
feel the rot of my skin, posture hardening
pay my upkeep for wallow's inn
unbottled jin, no wishes to conjure within
locked in a prison that should've been a tool
feeling nothing within sitting on my wooden stool
That I made from branches of a bitter tree
living subdued in a canvas I never see
Your fashionable revery, let me rest in peace
keep moping till there's no breath left to breathe
a breeze to freeze to death the bees
don't care if your pastures green, don't pesture me
For justice, there's just one law
bugger off you terrible people
for the heartless, there's just one love
my god you terrible people
cocktail mittens to cover your gauntlets
get away you terrible people
you want heaven but don't want death
let me be you terrible people
time is money, money is god
for the sweetest tooth, how much honey can be got?
kinda funny it's dim, while it's sunny above
these slummy apartments, crummy compartments
don't know what they got because they're selfish
never taught self worth and they're helpless
taught to breed success with crossed legs
that lottery is justice, cutleries for garbage
to the tracks, they're sautered with grief
if no lovers to speak, they drown in still waters beneath
living mannequins, to complement the tailor
inside a melting pot, condiments to stew
as the sheep damsel in the somber wind sailing
got wolves stringing up something in the noose
but what's a rich man without a rich world?
try to buy a soul with gold, you terrible people
For justice, there's just one law
bugger off you terrible people
for the heartless, there's just one love
my god you terrible people
cocktail mittens to cover your gauntlets
get away you terrible people
you want heaven but don't want death
let me be you terrible people
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13. |
Elegy (Gminor)
02:56
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thoughts like retrograding stars
constellations to empty space in memoirs
saw you in a dream, your innocence, my smile
on tip of the tongue when I commemorate the thought
pulling for threads that fall to my feet
hallways that speak, chivalrous denial
Had an open room readied, that'd hold you in sleep
to always be ready to be called for your needs
the calmest creek to mull over till it halts and recedes
from ornery to a soul in reprieve when you're holding me
truth behold, wonders to be told, too high to chase
seeing your surprised eyes, revealing my hiding face
hearing you say, "daddy i love you"
to sharing recollections of what you thought that I knew
military advisor for every fight that you fought
showing you every rope, shoe laces, till when you tied the knot
your ones and two's, till when the vinyl stop
sending my regards, as my vitals drop, my final stop
light of my tunnel, waking up to bed in the dark
only saw you in a dream, figments I never forgot
will never forget, web of regrets to rest my head
sprawling webs of retrograding stars
constellations to empty space in memoirs
dreams with sharp teeth, wondering the lovely to offbeat
from daughters of queens to harpies
Find what I lust for, shit in the mire's stank
crumple it up, throw it into the fireplace
fuel up another dream, illusions hallucinatory
find a forbidden truth, helpful muse for my glory
my lost soul, recalled for seances, my parlor trick
calling the pot black, until I call it quits
stewing in this primordial soup of the oldest witch
coals to cinder to cold I wither, the discarded dead
guarding a chest of gold disguised as a black box
stories regressed, Lazarus plot, lathered with chalk
casted fogs with sticks etched with runes
cloaks for beasts to stalk the edges of rooms
stolen the sky, so the bird couldn't fly
dust of wreckless pursuits sift the straws, swept with the broom
shards of schemes lost in dreams, lying in bed
in the dark, head propped, feeling drips of the lion's breath
crawling in webs of retrograding stars
constellations to empty space in memoirs
dreams with sharp teeth, wondering the lovely to offbeat
from daughters of queens to harpies
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15. |
Train Tracks
03:12
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Young lad hopping on the back of a train cart
tipping his hat amongst these tracks of waned hearts
The lack of aim for a star wandering afar
pale light from the somber winds and scars
Stray dog free of his chains and collars
Not the brains for college, or the strength of the brolic
didn't bother him as much as the pain of heartache
always get him down, skipping towns, the insane departed
Felt only the comfort of dread
always on the run like they wanted his head
wearing black and white stripes, tugging a boulder
felt happiness out of sight, the love when he'd hold her
just the shrugging of shoulders, the rotting of cola
cowboy with his gun to rust in its holster
parasite in defyment, fleeing from its host
each day becoming as long as his road
Follows these tracks
wherever they may lead
rides whichever train
calls of his past
siren in the breeze
like the gentle rain
Her perfume like a morning dew, sunbeam smiling
light breeze soaring through ponderings of silence
the comforting from violence, scene like a portrait
serene life of an orchard, summer leaves in vibrance
two stones striking for warmth in the darkness
feels her presence like storms when he harbors
just a tad shy of her, shy of a bullet
eye's dully lit, but can't decide why to pull it
growing senile with thoughts of a child
thinking of this girly like a luscious of vile
in a broader picture without a love to live for
without a cause, just follows the stars north
bottles his love for a pasture of cream
catcher of dreams hanging over his course, over the board
feels he can try to raise a sunk ship
but for now, he'll just ride away into the sunset
Follows these tracks
wherever they may lead
rides whichever train
calls of his past
siren in the breeze
like the gentle rain
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Anjovi Vancouver, British Columbia
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